by too fast.  I can’t believe Bella is already two months old.  I’m up in the middle of the night again- not because she isn’t sleeping but because I can’t sleep!  She slept from 6:30 pm ’til 3 am- little rock star.  I just can’t believe how fast it has gone by this time.  She’s losing some of her infant behaviors and I have to say that I’m a little sad to see them go.

Some people don’t like the first year, with all the sleepless nights and constant change in terms of schedules, etc.  I love it though- I think it’s amazing to watch this tiny little baby change and grow every day in new and different ways.  Though pregnancy is super hard for me, I think I’m actually beginning to mourn this stage of my life being over.  I just absolutely love my kids and have loved every minute of being with them as they begin life and start to grow up.  Each of them is such a gift, and I feel abundantly blessed to have 3 of them.

Chris told me I’m going to have to start working in the infant nursery at church so I can always be with babies.  Maybe he’s right… otherwise I may end up begging for a fourth kiddo some day.